Sunday, October 5, 2008

Inspired

"... The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7

Since I am just starting this blog I thought it only fitting to share my soul.  A couple of good friends of mine recently inspired me to take a deep long look at who I am and how I came to be here. What I mean by "here" of course is an adult woman riddled with quirks. I will probably share many of these with you on this very blog.  Here is a brief list:

  •  I often joke that I "never shut off."  While this bothers many I really am ok with it.
  • I will only use Bounty "select a size" paper towels. Yep- shallow but true.
  • You may not know that the Starbucks "mermaid" is really a "Siren" calling you into buy coffee. She calls my name every time I am within 1/4 mile of her.
  • Iced cold, fountain Coke with crushed ice may be my secret addiction, only slightly followed by iced cold Coke from a can.
  • I can give you statistics for most things involving the inner city and youth.
  • If I don't read my Bible in the morning and before bed, I get physically agitated. Not because I am legalistic but because it feeds my soul.
  • People who eat loud or while on the phone with me should just never talk to me again.
  • I hate cold, grey winters with a passion that is sort of frightening.
Now that you are disgusted by who I have become. Let me tell you about how I got here:

  • Growing up I was exposed to copious amounts of kid's music, "old" time Gospel, blue grass, polka, oldies and country music. See example below: (This was a favorite.)



  • My Mom started "frosting" my hair when I was in Middle School. By 8th grade it was high lighted so "white" many kids asked me why my hair was grey. My Mom and myself both thought I looked beautiful.
  • My hair was super short and permed most of my young life.
  • In 6th grade my "friends" played a prank on me that caused the ENTIRE 6th- 8th grade classes to stand around my locker and laugh at me.
  • I played with Barbies until I was 14.
  • Sucked my thumb until I was 13.
  • Began playing the trumpet in 4th grade and allowed it to take over my life all the way through High School.
  • While other "cool" kids  made through High School with skipping at least a class, almost all of my classes that could be were Advanced Placement.
  • For fun my friend's and I would steal lawn ornaments from one lawn and trek across town and place them on different people's lawns.
That is why I am so thankful that through it all Christ is looking at my heart. He is saying that I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  Yes, I am wretched, but bought for a price and loved more than I can ever fathom.

Thanks for joining me on the journey.  This is the place of where I come from and where I am going collide...

Recently, In an effort to teach my oldest about the "tion" in spelling I began to sing this song. I could not remember where it came from. Well, I found it. Maybe it will help straighten some things out... This was the children's programming I was exposed to.  






I may have learned the power of "green" at a young age but why are they all naked?
 No wonder I am the way that I am...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

It's New

So I decided that what I really needed for an outlet was yes...another blog. I know what you are thinking... "You already have two, why add another?"  Well... I have my super deep blogs that show my heart wrenching intensity. But, the truth is I think of a lot of other stuff that I have no where to ponder.

I want to rage against the plight of the city and the wretchedness of poverty.  It is the true cry of my heart. However, sometimes I need to talk about my kids and my hubby and the things that make me laugh.

While the reality is that I have no reputation and I don't care to have one, I felt that I needed to preserve the integrity of my other more "intense" blogs.  So finally here is the blog that some of you have been waiting for and many have been trying to run from....

Enjoy!!!